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i'm falling apart slowly, silently watching as pieces caress my thighs, slipping down to my toes standing on the crushed pieces helps me to focus on the pain rather than You. breaking apart from top to bottom is like how the wind tears roofs off houses my walls are still standing but I can feel them falling my brain telling me things that don't matter, making me remember things I want to forget repeat, repeat, repeat are memories I have with You. when my emotions become too heavy and it begins to rain, clearing the ground. a clean slate is uncomfortable as it reminds me of the walls so white and sterile I soon realize my feet are b

he said he could build her a beautiful new world forgetting she already has calluses and bruises on her hands the marks from building her own universe from scratch then watching as he makes it crumble telling her he could do better

they said "honey all you need to do is find your other half then you can be happy." but what they don't realize is im already whole i don't need someone to fill up a void in myself with love that they think i could never pour myself i hold the pitcher and frankly, honey, it's already empty i look at myself with more love and appreciation than a man ever could being told i need someone to live my life fully is degrading because you're saying i could never be content existing by myself careless alone yet complete i don't need that because in all honesty i love being free

you say the emptiness makes you feel nauseous so i try to anchor you down holding cuddling loving nothing you say makes the seasickness go away however so i begin to wonder why the waves go this high, making me believe they do this on purpose rocking our boat making us question the waters i know there's dangerous things out there but sometimes the most dangerous things come from within

washing my sheets I got rid of the little bits of you that were still lingering, waiting for you to return. the soft indent on your side of the bed makes my head spin with uneasiness yet I know it’s for the greater good. I haven’t mentioned your name to anyone and no ones mentioned mine to you. our friends slowly stop inviting us to places because they finally realize we won’t attend. I want to tell you how I’ve got accepted to college, the one we used to dream about, but why would I when we’re going in opposite directions. you're heading for a dream, one that you just wouldn’t share. so

the idea hangs in your mind like a lightbulb, so bright yet you have not realized it only lights up your mind. you click it on and off at convenient times just for you. the walls are a bright yellow - happiness our words are a dark red - frustration i can almost taste the anger as it drips unholy from my mouth and you go to wipe it off. i feel your hand lingering and i go to snap my head away. as i back away i take in the scent of you i used to love but now it just smells tainted. i wave to you to leave and you begin to cry. i guess this wasn’t in your plans.

honey bunny let me tell ya. the universe is wide open waiting to be explored just like your heart is. desperate to please yet desperate to leave. never wanting to go yet always going with the flow. the stars roam around Earth like they belong yet they disappear in the Sun. The Sun acting like a hero yet the moon shines ever as bright. maybe in another galaxy someones thinking about someone just like you. the endless possibilities but you may never know, quite like life itself. wondering what stars lead you where. life is like a universe wanting to be explored but is so endless it’ll take all your life to enjoy.

As she laid in front of her family barely alive she spoke, "Whoever can bring me the one thing I've always wanted will get all my money." So the greedy family members brought her makeup, and bracelets, and fine China, and cooking supplies, and anything and everything someone could ever want. But it was everything she didn't want. It wasn't till a few days later when the nurses heard her crying and laughing about her long-pasted husband and seen her hugging and kissing the air that they all knew. All she wanted was to be loved.

Sometimes when you feel so alone it just makes sense to fall in love with a perfect stranger. (yet when he looks at you he can't help but think how could he make you his only)

"Lay by me." She said. "Why? When you just get up."